OWL

2008-09-24T21:42:00.000-07:00

okay, i've gt to get it of my chest..
haiss or i cnt seem to concentrate on proper work.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i don't know why i seem to always let the insignificant things in life bother me so much. i want to say sth.. but i feel like typing..............................................................

2008-09-24T08:15:00.000-07:00

it's been ages since i last uipdated.. hahaa.. ooo spiderwebs around.. hahaaa

sometimes, at the end of the day, i'll reflect upon what i did during the day. there are times when i'll smile unknowingly, recalling some of the funny moments. there are also times when i look back and i let out a 'urgh' , i don't know if others share the feeling as well. its a feeling that i cannot describe. it's as though there have been things that you feel you could have dealt with better, or things that u think happen because you are useless or incompetent. well i often have that feeling, does that mean that i have little self confidence?haha okay.. gotta go sleep now.. will continue with the self-indulged discussion some other time.

2008-06-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

hiyoooo

long long time since i last updated..

i realised today that the class blog is linked to my blog.. a bit stressed sia..

din really expect people to read my blog.. hahahahahahahahaaaaa

TODAY's TA 1ST DAY OF SKOOOOOLLL!!

i was really stressed before GP lesson today. Don't believe? Ask Ren Jie.. LOL

got back chem and GP marks for mid-year.. haven't mustered the courage to spill them out in front of mama and papa... hahaa

hmm there was a break before chem tutorial today.. so we took pictures.. wuahahahahahaaaa finally i can upload pictures onto my computer...

Birthday

2008-05-07T06:01:00.000-07:00

yoyoyoyoy... today i turn 18!!!
so definitely must leave a blog entry ritess?
first i want to thank all my friends for their greetings and wonderful presents...
heheheheheheheeee
tyty
ting ju and wei peng (and the other sufoxians hidden in the cake) gave me a suprise today!!! hahahahaaa.. thanks guys, for taking the trouble...
hahahahaaaa...
today NJ had a sports meet...
hahahaaaa
quite fun...
although it took up quite a lot of my precious study time..
OMG!
i am a nerd
lol
errrrr
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
hahahaaaa
once a year...
haiss really too little...

back

2008-04-24T06:31:00.000-07:00

haixx.. it's been so long since i last updated.. hoho.. err i guess there's not much happening today.. but.. COMMON TEST IS COMING! and yah.. that's enough to throw me off my feet.. i know i have to really pick up a book and START STUDYING but the desire to procrastinate burns strong... hahahahaaa... there's a math test tomorrow.. i really have no reason to be sitting here and typing this blog entry and yet i am. so... how? oh yah.. tonight my right eye keeps twitching.. is this some sort of premonition that lady luck will be dropping by to visit? hahaa i certainly hope so.. JIAYOUUUs for math test..

2008-04-02T07:24:00.001-07:00

i used to think that SP dislikes me. Well, no difference now, except now i think that mr tan has just become her ally. haixhaixhaix

2008-04-02T07:06:00.000-07:00

the time now is ard 10pm... mr tan talked to me on msn!! arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... he says why hais? OMG... then i was away from keyboard... when i saw his msg later, i dunnoe how to reply! Finally i said.. sorry mr tan.. about today... then his turn to not reply me.. *faint* how???????????? is he mad is he mad is he mad is he mad????? arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh maybe he din noe the person that he started a conversation with is me.. after i apologise then he realise i was one of the few who offended him today... sobbbbbbbbsss... if he never reply me, he's really fuming right? OMG! serves me right larr.. shouldn't have put haissssssssss as my personal msg... now what do i do? can i go offline? OMG!!!! i still have to face him tomorrow... waaaaaaaaaaaaaa somebody help me.......................................................................

2008-04-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

today was a terrible day. mr tan stomped into the classroom that we were hiding in today. haisss.. he chastised us for not appreciating his efforts at putting together election day. haiss.. it made all of us really guilty, well maybe not all of us, but yudian and i, to say the least. i know it's not exactly right to feel guilty only after he rebuked us, but his admonishment really gave me the feeling that we've let him down, a lot.haissssss... but above all, what troubles me most is the possibility of the whole matter getting to SP. if that really happens, HOW AM I GOING TO HANDLE GP LESSONS IN THE FUTURE??? arghhhhhhh... i really don't know what to do... i guess i can only pray that everything can stay in control.

hero-mariah carey

2008-03-05T06:06:00.000-08:00

This is lyrics from www.lyrics007.com

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

2008-03-05T06:01:00.000-08:00

today i got yet another 'scolding' from sp. i'm not sure if that's considered a scolding because that, i feel, is her normal attitude of carrying out a coversation. haiss how much longer do i have to bear with her? she can teach all right, but at the same time she instils fear in me... haixx.. but as yudian said, i should use the right attitude to face difficulties in life... so... WAH I LOVE GP!!! hahahahahahahahahaaaa

背影　《宥佳〉

2008-02-25T04:25:00.000-08:00

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛，所以才能拥抱你的背影。
有太多的遗憾，用来牢牢记住，
不完美的
所有美丽。
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影，所以才能变成你的背影。
躲在安静角落，不用你回头看，　
不用珍惜。

如果你回头看，请不要在意。

2008-02-22T03:36:00.000-08:00

SUFOXIS

2008-02-22T03:30:00.000-08:00

I SIMPLY ADORE JOHNNY CHRISTOPHER DEPP!!!!!

NJC Road Run 2008

2008-02-22T03:17:00.000-08:00

Today is definitely the most 'HIGH' day of this year so far! We just crowded around the boundary area of the track and shouted cheers, for both our house, LIGNUM, as well as names of the people we know. hehe. We saw Mr Tan, Ms Phua, Hao Lao gong, and many other people run!!! woooooo!! hehe. I think this should be the last time we have a chance to see such a phenomenon. Next year, we'll graduate from JC and even if we go back to take part in the event, Hao Lao Gong wouldn't be there anymore.. sobs. Anyway, the main point is... TODAY WAS SO FUN!!

Marriage

2008-02-22T02:51:00.000-08:00

What happened yesterday has set me into deep thinking. Can the promises of eternal care and tolerance, not to mention love, made during marriage really last? Will people, even the one carefully chosen as a life partner, change faces and become someone that you never thought existed? My neighbour next door, a young married lady, came begging for help last night at around 11+pm. She brought her two children to our house and requested my mum to make a police report because 'her husband has gone crazy'. What took place later was what I previously thought to be third class drama plots. The police came by swiftly (my mum did not call the police, the lady herself made the phone call later) and took the statement of all the people involved. it was only till the next day that I discovered through my mother that the husband was actually trying to strangle the wife, in front of the eyes of their two young children, aged 7 and 4. When he failed to do so, he wanted to push her down their 13storeys high apartment. A lucky thing in the whole event of misfortune was probably that the mother and brother of the wife was at home. Had the whole 'drama' been shifted to take place at the married coupe's own apartment in Sengkang, the consequences will definitely be more dire. wIt is truly saddening that love can turn into such intense hatred that a man will actually attempt to murder the women that he exchanged vows with. It is even more heartwrenching for the women to both lose the man that promised to shower her with eternal love and at the same time, see a murderer in the eyes of the man who longer feels affection towards her. The same goes for the two young children who cried so loudly the last night. This is the kind of childhood trauma that they will find it very hard to shake off later. After what has happened, it probably takes more than a miracle for the couple to not get a divorce. Whatever is the reason for the husband to want to actually kill the wife is what we cannot ascertain. Although my mum picked up bits and pieces from the mother of the wife, there may be biased views in what the mother has said. marriage is a two-way thing, I feel that both the husband and wife share the responsibility for the failed marriage. the most innocent victims in the whole thing would well be the children. Some say time washes away all wounds. Young as they might be, I'll say it'll take more than time to wash away memories of their father trying to murder their mother.

Today

2008-02-20T05:08:00.000-08:00

HEY
GP's really making me very stressed. Sometimes I start counting down to the period of time I'll have to endure GP lessons. Her presence is intimidating! Phew! I know I can learn skills from her, and that I may be grateful for having her as my teacher in the future, BUT I AM JUST NOT HAPPY NOW! I also know that I should not let her become what I call the hindrance to my daily happiness, BUT IT IS EASIER SAID THAN DONE! Since Sec 1, I have already forgotten what the feeling of being truly petrified by a teacher is. Yah thanks to her now, every fear came back. LOL

Live today like there's no tomorrow?

2008-02-20T04:35:00.000-08:00

There's a saying that goes "live today like there's no tomorrow". Frankly speaking, who wouldn't want to do that? But in the context of the modern society, when slowing down may mean not being able to catch up later, who can afford to live today like there's no tomorrow? Ask the students around you, who will still go to school, complete all assignments and do revision today if there is no more tomorrow? If we truly live today like there's no tomorrow, does that mean that we have the right to play truant, do the things that we like to do (which, of course, does not include studying), everyday? That's foolish, and definitely not possible! Society does not allow life for only today, in today's developed society, we are living for a better future. It seems now that all the fault lies with the society, however, it is neccessary for society to be this way where everyone fights for his or her future! While we ask if there is a need for the fast paced modernised society, we should first acknowledge that while there is a need to live today like there's no tomorrow, there is even a greater need to live today because there is a tomorrow and this tomorrow depends on our today.

An Encounter with Ms Sharon Phua!

2008-02-04T05:51:00.000-08:00

haha.. the most apalling thing that happened to me today, which is also probably the most amazing thing that has happened to me in months was... I actually met Ms Sharon Phua at the bus syop when i was on my way back home from school! WASEH! ok allow me to fill in on the details. I walked out of the sheltered walkway after school today, as usual, I shifted to the inner side of the bus stop. As i was approaching the end corner of the bus stop, I saw sharon phua! Just as i was wondering whether i should go up and greet her or jus succumb to the coward inside me and just turn the other way around, pretending that I did not see her, She actually talked to me! hahaa.. her first sentence was "Weiling, did you give me oranges?" I replied yes, then she said it was very thoughtful of me to do so! WASEH! this may as well be the luckiest day of my life, I actually got a compliment form Sharon Phua! Well, maybe that's not exactly a compliment, but at least she was quite pleased with me! hehe.. then we carried on the conversation, it was actually not as awkward as i thought it would be. In the ened, i even found out that her house is actually very near mine! Is there ever in history a better example of coincidence? haha...

There's a math lecture test and bio SPA tomorrow. Well, i think if i choose to believe that tests and assessments now and then will lessen my burden before the major exams, i'll probably lead a much more happier life. haha..

Actually i think ms sharon phua may only be very strict and demanding during lesson time. Perhaps, we can even be friends after we step out of the classroom. So, is it a form of sacrification on her part, to appear to be so nonchalant and demanding while the truth is that she has her students' interests at heart? hmmm

oops

2008-02-04T05:48:00.000-08:00

I am truly aware that the background of my blog is erm.. quite dull, I am also, at th same time, aware that Ren Jie has taught me how to change the background into a nicer one. BUT BUT!! I forgot the website she gave me. However, I got a tagboard! The only tiny problem is that I don't know how to put that up on my blog. HAHA!

My Day

2008-01-30T04:49:00.000-08:00

Today, 2 things left a deep impression on me. First of all, i actually felt less stressed during GP! I recall that everytime before GP lesson started, I used to cling on to Ren Jie the 10 mins before the period and let out my fears through whining. I was wondering about how long I can go on like that. I believe that today's my first step to overcoming my fear in coming face to face with Sharon Phua and the rest of my classmates =D.

To forget is an experience that each and everyone will and would have experienced. Maybe, just maybe, it is not memory taken away from us, but the chance to forgive and forget given to us.

All the zodiac luck predictions in magazines and newspaper goes to show that this year will be a bad year for me, the horse. What am I to do? Actually, I am more worried about my mum who is also a horse, but the magazine says that it is particularly a bad year for her because of the year that she was born in.

Actually, I don't know how am i supposed to end a blog. haha.. hmm.. just end here bahh.. hope i can received comments.. =D

First...

2008-01-30T04:42:00.000-08:00

Under the pressure from my beloved friends Ren Jie and Yu Dian, I have finally decided to set up my own blog!!! haha, I certainly hope that this will aid me in improving my GP!!

OWL